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I hate managers. I hate agents. Stupid fucks. I hate when people hype shit up and then make me feel stupid when it's not what it's hyped up to be. It was all "OH YEA TARYN IS IN 8 MILE, SHE'S SO GREAT". I'm in it for like 5 fucking seconds. Gee WHAT n acting debut. *blank stare*
ANYWAYZ..I'm in the new Alternative Press magazine with NFG on the cover. Paul got it and said I looked beautiful in the picture *sighs* I love him. But yes, I adressed this very issue(the agent shit, not Paul) in the mag. I absolutley HATE the expression "actor turned singer" or vice versa. I've been singing w/ Kat for a while now, just because i'm not as successful as Britney or whatever doesn't mean I haven't been doing anything. Arg I hate the fact that bands can work SO hard for years and then all of a sudden they get an "MTV-friendly song" and BAM they blow up. But then people complteley disregard all those years they worked their ASSES off but weren't "famous" *rollseyes* But whatever. I rock. Kat rocks. We rock.
Oh and I love Paul, thanx :)
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So my birthday was yesterday..yay. I spent the beginning of my night at the 8 mile premeire that was held at the Mann Village Theater in Westwood, California (near Los Angeles.) Then Paul and I went to a party and had a great time. He took me to this really nice place after that..but i'll tell you the details later ;)
So who saw the movie?
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[06 Nov 2002|07:40pm] |
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Teen People party was fun..but I missed Paul :(
Newayz....
( eye candy ;) )
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8 Mile comes out soon..epp. I'm so excited, The soundtrack is doing pretty well from what I have been told :D
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I woke up this morning to something I haven't in a long time. Paul got up real early and made me this huge breakfast. It was amazing. We cuddled in bed for hours and just talked..about everything. Our lives, parents, careers, past loves, everything you can imagine. *sighs* I love him...
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I will be on MTV next Tuesday...wooo. Paulie is coming, but he's gunna stand behind the cameras *laughs*
Oh and go see 8 mile! And get the soundtrack! hehe
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[24 Oct 2002|04:05pm] |
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I have been spending almost 2 straight weeks with Paul *sighs* I love him so much. I'm still so afraid he will he be taken away from me, but he's teaching me to not think that way. I'm not sure what else to say. I love him. He's my angel. The tour has been amazing, i've been to almost every show. Jimmy has been working so had..poor baby. I wanna take him out to dinner one of these days, he needs some time off.
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[18 Oct 2002|08:35pm] |
These were taken in NYC :)
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[17 Oct 2002|04:47pm] |
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Update time? Hmm..ok.
It won't be too long cuz I don't have anything too amazing going on in my life right now..cept Paul *smiles*
Paul and I hung out all day yesterday. It was great. We walked in Central Park, held hands..cuddled...looked at the animals..it was so much fun. He's so amazing *sighs* He's gunna stay with me for a few more days, go see SNL with me..yay.
Speaking of Jimmy..he needs to stop calling me at 4am with his moaning crap! It's not funny anymore! Grrr.
I think Eliza hates me. I was upset one day and kinda was rude to her and I think she took it to heart. I didn't mean it..I just had a lot on my mind. She is my best friend's gf and I really wanna be friends with her. Jimmy tells me all these great things about her but when I talk to her she either ignores me or says something rude. *sighs* I wish she would just talk to me.
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[14 Oct 2002|05:27pm] |
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paul thomas x: I wanted to see you
Taryn x Manning: I wanna see you too..
paul thomas x: Yeah..
paul thomas x: Taryn? Whats happening to us?
paul thomas x: We keep avoiding each other..We havent seen each other, we hardly talk anymore
paul thomas x: Do you wanna break up with me..? Do you not like me anymore..?
paul thomas x: I mean, what is it?
Taryn x Manning: *gulps*
Taryn x Manning: no..no..
Taryn x Manning: it's not that at all
paul thomas x: Then, what is it exactly? Cause your going to have to break it down a little bit better for me Taryn, why are we not the way we were? Are you seeing someone else? Are you tired with me? Cause if you wanna break up, please do it now.
Taryn x Manning: *takes a deep breathe* No Paul i'm not seeing anyone else. I'm not tired of you. I love you. I love you so much that sometimes it's hard for me to see you. I feel like something is wrong with me because we've only been together for a month and I see so much into our future. I see you as my husband, I see us sitting on the porch with our kids and grandkids. I don't want to scare you off so I am trying to back away a little. I just..I don't know what to do.
paul thomas x: Just because you feel a certain way doesnt mean you need to back away from me, because it hurts my feelings and it makes me pissed. Really pissed. I dont wanna sound like a dick, but ive been hurt this past week, and I wanna seek comfort in you, and I cant because you always backed away from me.
Taryn x Manning: *sulks* I'm sorry Paul. I tried calling you over and over but no one picked up..I figured you were busy or something. You think it's easy for me not to see you?
paul thomas x: Well dammit Taryn, everytime I tried calling you, your fucking line was busy or you didnt want to talk and it got REALLY frustrating! I am trying my best, every second I want to spend with you and its like we cant or arent and I dont know why
Taryn x Manning: I'm sorry Paul, ok? I don't WANT to be apart from you. I don't WANT to not talk to you. I wanna be with you every second but I don't want you to get sick of me or something
paul thomas x: Dont ASSUME Taryn. I love you and when I say that I mean I love everything about you, being with you, always. If I were to get sick of you, I wouldnt say it.
Taryn x Manning: *sighs* look Paul, I don't want to fight with you..it's really upsetting me. I'm sorry I haven't been around much latley but I've had some things on my mind. But if you want to, we can see each other..since i'm not doing the movie.
paul thomas x: I dont know. I need time to think and just chill out cause im really upset, upset at alot of things. *Looks around* I have to go to soundcheck. I'll be back later.
paul thomas x: Bye Taryn.
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I was suppposed to call by 12. I thought it was 2. They gave my movie away to someone else...*sighs*
But on other news..my manager called and told me he has something else in store for me..so we'll see.
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[10 Oct 2002|03:44pm] |
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It's so cold in my room..*shivers*
I wish Paul was here *sighs* I miss him so much..
It might be even longer till I see him. I just got offered another movie. I'm not sure if I wanna do it or not. I have till next Thursday to read over the script and see if i'm interested. If I am, I have to fly to NYC and film for 4 months, then fly to Pair..yes PARIS and film for lord know how long. Would be so nice to go to Paris with Paul..snuggle up on top of the eifel tower *sighs*
But yea, sorry about that. How is everyone? I've only talked to Kelly these past few days..oh and Jen. They are so sweet :)
IM me when you see me online ;)
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[09 Oct 2002|04:34pm] |
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*sighs* I miss Paul. I'm watching "Not Another Teen Movie" and it reminds me of how goofy he is...
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[If you or anyone you know knows this person -pidgie_53139@hotmail.com please report them to me NOW. thanx]
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[06 Oct 2002|03:59pm] |
Light. Is. Bad. Agrg I think i'm hung over. Wait, I didn't drink. Well I think i'm dying.
I partied with Jimmy till 1:30 then w/ Paul till 5.....argness. But last night was the bomb. I love my boyfriend. Yes, I do. Wooo...i'm gunna....barf........
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[05 Oct 2002|11:16pm] |
Did you hear someone laugh REALLY loud? That was me AHAAH! *snorts* oops...
YEAAA JIMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[05 Oct 2002|11:00pm] |
Jimmy is doing so awesome! *laughs* Matt Damon is hott too hehe
Is it just me or is that whole straight jacket thing sexy? Wonder if Paul will go for that *snorts*
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OK I MADE IT! I just ran in the studio *laughs* I see Eliza..should I sit with her? Whatever I am! It's a commercial so I gotta go...now! Bye!
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Ok shows over. It was AMAZING! Paul is so fucking cute. Ok must run to my car and drive to NYC. I'll update later!!
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I'm backstage at the show, just wanted to give a quick update. The Boys sang to Paul and gave him a big cake. He looks so happy hehe. They go in a few minutes..woo! Benji just threw a peice of cake at me. Bastard. Gotta go kill him now..bye!
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[05 Oct 2002|05:15pm] |
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So I think I figured things out. I leave Philly after thw show..at 10. Then haul ass to NYC to see Jimmy..party with him for a little and then head back to Philly. Sound good? I think so. *sighs* I hate having to be in two places at once. But I don't want to let anyone down. Of coarse Eliza hates me now when I didn't even do anything. I'm finally happy and now this has to happen....*sighs* Whatever i'll be in both places. I'll drive 90 on the highway if I have to.
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[05 Oct 2002|02:16pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!! *kisses you*
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So, i'm back in Jimmy's apartment. I think Jimmy and Eliza are screwing. The whores. Newayyyszz........... *sighs* I had the BEST date ever. Paul and I went to see "Sweet Home Alabama" and then we went back to his hotel..and uh...talked *laughs* Ok ok so we kinda kissed..*smiles* he's so sweet though..he was a total gentleman. He could have taken advantage of the situation but he didn't. He was amazing. After that we went to this little coffee shop and just talked and talked..he is a lot like me. We have a LOT of things in common. *sighs* Is it possible to fall in love after one date? Jimmy says yes, but who knows *shrugs* But we're going out again on Saturday! :)
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[03 Oct 2002|05:35pm] |
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I'm off on my date, be back later!!
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I have a date tonight! A DATE! *jumps up and down* Wow I sound SO pathetic..but whatever! OMG I gotta get ready! Ahhh...
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*yawns* Why am I up so damn early? Oh duh because my stupid brother broke his car so now he expects ME to drive him to his shit at 8 am. Ug. Well at least he's going somewhere fun..and NYC is only 3 hours away. I think i'ma take a little drive there and hang out with Paul :)
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[03 Oct 2002|12:37am] |
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I'm talking to Paul. He's the sweetest guy. I'm going to see a GC show on October 5th..which is also his birthday. I can't wait *smiles*
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[02 Oct 2002|08:44pm] |
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So I got the new GC album yesterday..and I am in love. *sighs* I need to get my ass to one of their shows, seriously.
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[29 Sep 2002|10:49pm] |
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Kelly Osbourne is my new best friend. She awesome and she really understands me. Thank you Kelly.
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[29 Sep 2002|10:35pm] |
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I'm an idiot. I should be out having fun and living my life but what am I doing? Sitting around in my PJ's sulking over a damn crush. I hate crushes. I hate men. I should turn lesbian. Maybe not, chicks are crazy.
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[29 Sep 2002|05:03pm] |
Hey everyone *smiles*
I got a journak cuz Jimmy was bugging me *laughs* So what's up?
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